Happy fuckking new year.

Yes,

As of now, it's 20 minutes past midnight so it's year 2009 now.

It was a swell last day of 2008 as things have gone quite well.



As being me, one swell day mean that it is better than winning the lottery. I get a better chance at winning the lottery than having a swell day.


Ahwell, seems like it's not time for me to win the lottery yet.


As i am typing here, my left wrist is 'broken' from a fall off a bike just about an hour ago.


Now it's hurting me like fuck. On top of that, someone's phone is turned off at 12. Could'nt reach her cell at all. :[


This is going to be a great yearr. Assholes. :K

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Flying off.

That is the 1st time in this blog that i have put a title for a blog post.

Cause i am really flying off in just 2 days. 16th of December till 28th December.

Im going to miss Brunei's nasi katok.
My awesomely comfy bed,
Playing computer games with my neighbours,
All my friends that are still in Brunei,
My cousins which are really annoying,

But most of all, i will really miss YOU. you know who you are. :P

Feeling kinda blue when i woke up. With my eyes open i scan around my room. I've forgotten to turn off the lights as it emits the warm little glow from under my table. I reach out towards the table beside me to check to time but there is nothing there. Wondering where had my phone went, i remembered.

Last night, it was sort of a lazy day for me. Just play games with my neighbour and text someone. As night falls i started to breath heavily. God, how i hate this feeling. It feels as if i was a child again. Breathing hard all the time and getting dizzy easily. My vision will jump from time to time when i play games with my neighbour and i will blackout once in a while but i continued my game.

My neighbour saw how weak i was and stopped playing, telling me to go lie down in bed and take a rest. Right after we said our goodbyes, i went into my room. The music blaring from my laptop and my phone right beside it. Sitting down on my bed, i quickly lied down and hid under the covers. As soon as i did that, i feel into a deep slumber.

An hour or two later i woke up. Still dazed from how i felt. Reaching out towards my phone i saw my phone was flashing light. Looking at the icon which resembled an envelope, i read the message. It was received right after i sleep. Quickly replying i sent the text.

As i sat up on my bed, one hand holding my phone and another hugging my bolster, it had struck me again. My chest felt as if it was crushed by boulders, my head started to spin as if i was on drugs and my body numbed as i tried to get out of bed. The only thing clear was my sight, looking around my dark room i still could see my reflection on the tv. With every passing second, i started to feel better. Moving out of my bed, i went down and made myself a hot mug of Milo.

My text had been replied by then and we started texting. Till close to midnight, i was feeling much better now. Suddenly, my mom gone haywire and took away my phone. Saying that sleeping late is harmful and wanted me to sleep. Obviously we quarreled and that feeling hit me as fast as a speeding bullet. I kept quiet for a moment she was yelling at me. I could'nt speak or do anything at that moment. Feeling as if she won, she walked out of my room furiously as i lay there.

It did'nt get much better that i was mad as well. It worsen how serious it was and changed my mood completely. As i log into msn, no one was chatting with me. I went to my Media Player and turned on some music to cool me down. The 1st person that chatted with me, i released some of my anger on her unknowingly and i'm very sorry for that. She was the one i was texting with and had to go off soon. Feeling as angry as ever, i walked out of the house quietly to my neighbours to cool off.

Upon reaching his house, i used one of his brother's phone to text her. Not replying me, i just had to assume she was mad with me. He sort of cooled me down by talking to me. As my mood start to lift, i still can't wonder why the feeling still lingers around me. I still could'nt breath easy and my vision would still jump. Shrugging them off, i concentrate on him and his game.

He suggested we go out for some food and being sort of hungry as well since i had'nt had dinner, i agreed. Drove all the way to kiulap for some Nasi Katok and went back to his home. We ate downstairs and watched tv with 2 of his brothers. Talking and laughing, we went up to play some games.

After that, it was almost early morning and they were all feeling tired and sleepy. I naturally agreed to go home to my own bed. Moving in quietly across the corridor and the stairs, i made it into my room without anyone knowing i was out. Sitting down on the same spot again, i turned on my computer. About a few minutes later, she was online.

We chatted but it was as moodless as ever. It all started to lift as i apologised and talked. Our moods sort of shift to happy as we talked on. Unknowingly, the boulder started to lift and i could somehow breathe easier. As i take one deep breath, i smiled knowing why i had felt like this.



It's all because i miss you oh too muchh. :3



p/s: Kaiwee is coming back today i think, dang it's been awhile since we all saw her.

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You know everyday when you read the newspaper,
There will be news about the economy and stuff,
Flipping through the pages you'll eventually find the Obituary section.

Looking through, you'll see people who have passed away peacefully or not.
Yesterday my mother's friend had to go to a funeral of his friend which have passed away not long ago.

Today, i read this.

It make's you think how almost everyone is connected.
This made me think.

People come and go everyday,
Meeting new people and getting to know them better.
People seem to forget how easy it is for us to just forget,
How much longer we have left on this world.

Life being so fragile,
I've come to think how many times i was so close to leaving everything behind.
Without even saying goodbye.

For that, i shall thank God.
For letting me live just another day.

Ahhh, FINALLY.

I've added in some little gadgets for you bored people.

I still wish that blogger would just allow us to upload photo's straight from our computer and not use photobucket since it's as slow as an old lady walking up stairs.

* Prays very hard *


Moving along, yesterday was one very bittersweet day.
When i mean bittersweet, it means more bitter than sweet.

It's the day we get our report card.
( Cue thunder sounds )

Our class, 5 people retained. One just needed 0.27 marks to get to the 50 line.

Luckily mine was 50.6. Which means....

I FREAKING PASSED.

Thank you all that have supported me in this long run and helped me pass Form4. :D
( Looks down and nobody is there )

Ahhwell, DOTA. :D

Tagged by aLveena.

1. Take a recent photo of yourself or take a picture of yourself now.
2. Don't change your clothes,don't fix your hair... Just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instructions with your pictures.
5. Tag five people to do this.

I tag anyone that reads this. :P

Tagged by Alveena.

1. Each blogger must post these rules.
2. Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3. Other bloggers who are tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.
4. You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
5. It is essential that a tag is left at their tag boards, letting them know about the award they've received.

one. I like my music loud.
two. I believe that there is only one God.
three. I actually miss my sister.
four. I wake up at the middle of the night for no apparent reason.
five. I think people shuffling around the mall is freaking lame. ( Unless you are very good. )
six. I eat food too fast.
seven. Nothing can exactly define me.
eight. I don't care about Global Warming crap.
nine. I have asthma.
ten. I hate my childhood.

I don't know much people so anyone will do.

Based on my birthday.

You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense. Your Love, Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great. You often find yourself trapped among a few great girls while you have to choose only one.

(Wooow? It is somehow true.)

Your greatest STRENGTHS ...
Witty and highly adjustable in hard times.

Your greatest WEAKNESS ...
Impatient, impetuous and quarrelsome.

Jobs you should pursue ...
Teachers, lecturers, writers, announcers, investors.
( Lmao, maybe an investor. :D )

P/s; This is just a mindless post about my birthday.
P/s/s; I shall start blogging very soon so keep checking back in. :D

Hoolaa.



As this is my 1st post, I'd like to introduce myself.

Name: Andy
Gender: Male

Yes, that's about all i'm going to tell you for now. Which quite frank, is not that much.
For those that already know who i am, i made this blog out of spare time and hopes that i get as much free time as possible to update this blog. Now, lets all pray for this blog to not die like the other blogs I've created.

This blog somehow serves as a place where i can rant just about anything. From the crappiest movies to the best games. Don't like what i write? Then write your own damned blog. :D

That would be all for now, I'd pick a layout and add some additional features around here so keep updating. :D

P/s: I'm unavailable. ;D